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Ahh a 70 themed meme well i'm going to see if I can draw most likely AAML pictures for all of the following themes wish me luck It'll be a long time for me to do this hehheh

70 theme challenge

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The List:

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Innocence
6. Breathe Again
7. Memory
8. Insanity
9. Silence
10. Blood
11. Rainbow
12. Gray
13. Mother Nature
14. Cat
15. No Time
16. Tears
17. Foreign
18. Sorrow
19. Happiness
20. Under the Rain
21. Flowers
22. Night
23. Stars
24. Hold My Hand
25. Precious Treasure
26. Eyes
27. Abandoned
28. Dreams
29. Standing Still
30. Dying
31. Two Roads
32. Illusion
33. Family
34. Creation
35. Childhood
36. Stripes
37. Breaking the Rules
38. Deep in Thought
39. Keeping a Secret
40. Tower
41. Waiting
42. Danger Ahead
43. Sacrifice
44. No Way Out
45. Rejection
46. Fairy Tale
47. Magic
48. Traps
49. Playing the Melody
50. Hero
51. Annoyance
52. Obsession
53. I Can't
54. Mirror
55. Broken Pieces
56. Words
57. Pen and Paper
58. Can You Hear Me?
59. Heal
60. Out Cold
61. Spiral
62. Seeing Red
63. Pain
64. Through the Fire
65. Triangle
66. Drowning
67. Last Hope
68. In the Storm
69. Puzzle
70. Solitude

Well those are the themes AAMLLover xxx

taggd by so here goes:

List 100 things about your self

1) Full Name:
Victoria Katarina Handerek

2) Male/Female:
Female.

3) Were you named after anyone?
Yes Katarina Vit the famous Ice skater.

4) Does your name mean anything?
No not really but my second name is 'Katarina' which is german for 'catherine'

5) Nick Name(s):
Vicky mainly now but I used to be called queen vic and vicstick.

6) Who do you think you look like:
No one in particular I think I look like me

7) Date Of Birth:
21/06/1991

8) Place of Birth and Current Location:
place of Birth - Orsett hospital, Orsett, Essex, England, UK
current location - On the chair in front of my computer

9) Nationality:
Well i'm just gonna say all over the british isles and some polish it's a lot easier that way.

10) Astrology Sign:
Gemini the twins lol irony cause i'm and only child lol

11) Chinese Astrology Sign:
I think i'm the sheep but i'm not too sure.

12) Religion:
I'm catholic but 16 years of going to church every sunday is enough to kill someone I think and it's just boring now.

13) What’s your favorite smell?
The smell after it's been raining.

14) Political Position?
None.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Orange juice or cranbury juice

16) Hair + Eye color:
Hair: Brown with blond natural streaks in it (It used to be really blond but it's managed to turn itself brown over the years) - Eyes: bluey grey.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
Nope.

18) What do you look like?
Have a look at my front page and you'll see a piccy of me in one of my dancing outfits at a compertition.

19) Any unusual talents?
The ability to sit and do nothing for days on end without getting board.

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?
Lefty to write with a pen and draw but I do everything else with my right hand lol it's wierd.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or other?
Straight

22) What do you do for a living?
College, play games, write and draw. But if you mean job wise I don't have one.

23) What do you do for fun?
play games, write, MSN etc. etc.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?
Well I like to draw so pencils but i'm not sure with the colouring in part.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
I dunno really better drawing materials I guess as I have just got a nice new laptop for my stories

26) Have you met your grandparents?
Yes I have but my granddad died a couple of years ago so yh.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
Would have been Dave, but i'm single once again.

28) Crush:
Well I would have said Dave but the fact that we've broken up is a slight problem, oh what the hell i'll say him anyway I still like him anyway.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
If I could have one lone date it would have to be Orlando Bloom.

30) Current worries?
I tend not to think about things that might worry me, i find it easier that way.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):
Well I talk to him pretty much recently so it would have to be one of my college friends Mark.

32) Favorite place to be?
With my friends anywhere.

33) Least favorite place to be?
Dunno

34) Do you burn or tan?
Neither.

35) Ever break a bone?
no, i'm careful. not overly careful I have been in the position where a bone could have been broken but luckily they havn't.

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Frosties

37) Person you cry with:
Me myself and I.

38) Do You Have...Any sisters:
Nope.

39) Any brothers:
Nope.

40) Any pets:
I have 1 cat called Mitzi. I've had two other cats as well but one died and the other got stolen. They were both called tipsy and domino.

41) An Illness:
Hayfever it's really annoying.

42) A Pager:
Not unless my phone counts as a pager.

43) A Personal phone line:
BT Phone line.

44) A Cell phone:
I have a Sagem My C2-3 but I need a new phone this ones wearing out.

45) A visible birthmark:
Well if you shaved my head you'd be able to see it on the back of my head.

46) A Pool or hot tub:
I'd love to have a pool but i don't have either.

47) A Car:
Hoping to get one but I don't have one yet.

48) Describe Your...Personality:
I'm shy when i'm getting to know someone that I don't know that well or not al all. I'm quiet keep myself to myself really. I tend to bottle my feeling up so noone knows how i'm feeling.

49) Driving:
Turn 17 in june but i'm not starting driving I don't think.

50) Your clothing style:
Casual really anything that suits me I follow my own style

51) Room:
Um I have too much stuff everything is pilled on the floor, shelves filled with stuff, toybox which I havn't seen in years is buried underneath the pile of stuff and a bed, wardrobe, bedside table are things I do use oh and chest of draws although I can't get to them lol.

52) What’s missing:
Someone that I held very dear and close to me for three months of my life but is now gone.

53) School:
Well I should say college. It's ok times when it gets me down but it's ok.

54) Bed?
Single it's too small well maybe i'm too tall lol.

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
Most of the time it's good but the occasional tiff comes along but the next day we're fine again.

56) Do you believe in yourself:
No I don't really I lack self confidence and i'm always putting myself down.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Yh I do and it has happened to me

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
Aparantly I am but my mind tends to wander if i'm not careful.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I have one main one. I want to be a vet. But if that doesn't work out i'll probably take up photography or something like that.

60) Get Along with your parents:
Yh I do pretty well actually I could tell them anything if I wanted to.

61) Save your e-mail conversations:
No but I don't delete emails. I don't save my MSN or IM convos but if it's an important convo I might copy the text and save it in word.

62) Pray:
Only if i'm in church and that happens every sunday so yh I guess I do.

63) Believe in reincarnation:
Yep I want to come back as a cat

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?:
lol yh right I brush them once in the morning when I get up.

65) Like to talk on the phone:
I prefer MSN or IM i'm not too good with talking on the phone.

66) Like to eat?
Yes I do eat if thats what your asking

67) Like to exercise?
I dance at least two days a week sometimes go swimming on a saturday with my best bud Kirstie. I used to go horseriding on a sunday but don't do that anymore.

68) Like to watch sports?
Well no not really I hate football i'll sometimes watch rugby if wales are playing but thats it really. I always watch the winter olympics especially the Ice skating pairs or singles it doesn't matter. I'll watch the gymnastics too.

69) Sing in the car?
Yep all the time I make sure that when we change the discs that there is at lease one disc I can sing to.

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?
I dunno really I don't tend to dream that often anymore but I could tell you the newest of my dreams? Ok well I was walking through a park with my bf in autumn and the leaves were just changing colour and starting to fall it was really romantic I thought anyway.

71) Dream in color:
Yh I do very vivid colours as well bright and shiny.

72) Do you have nightmares?
I don't that often but when I do the're horrible.

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal:
Yep a big fluffy white bear

74) Right next to you:
Cabinet with glass figurines and other ornaments in, Old computer, Printers (yes two), Guitar, Another cabinet with glasses in it, Laptop with cables plugged into it.

75) On your favorite coffee cup?
Well I know this sounds wierd but I have a coffee mug with a cat on it but I don't drink coffee.

76) On your mouse pad:
Well on my old computer it's a pikachu but on the new computer we've got a Wacom tablet so no piccy there.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?
I don't chew or eat gum. Last time I did that I almost choked on it lol.

78) Your brand of deodorant?
Dove invisible dry, roll on. There are a couple of others i use as well but I can't remember the names of them.

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
I would have to say somewhere quiet and secluded. New Zealand would be a nice place to go and i've always wanted to go there.

80) Your dream husband/wife:
Well I would have to say Dave. He is the one that I have just broken up with but when I was going out with him I could just see us together as husband and wife but now well you know the rest of the story...

81) Hiding in your closet?
I don't have a closet but if I did i bet there would be lots of random stuff lol.

82) Under your bed
Boardgames, rollarskates, nintendo DS games, GBA and GBC games and of course shoes dancing (tap shoes, ballet shoes, jazz shoes and pointe shoes) and normal ones.

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?:
I would have to say Kirstie. SHe has always been there for me in times when i've needed to talk and need advice and i've been there for her too. We've known each other since playschool and have been best friends ever since.

84) Your bad time of the day
While i'm at college I would have to say lunch time because i'm left alone for the whole time. When i'm at home during the holidays it would have to be anytime when i'm board.

85) Your worst fear(s):
Being alone for the rest of my life never finding that special someone. Spiders as well i hate them even the small tiny ones. Ash never seeing Misty again and vice versa.

86) What's the weather like:
Sunny at the moment few clouds about but mainly sunny it's quite warm as well.

87) Your favorite time of year?
Autumn is my favourite because of the colours of the trees and leaves it just looks really nice.

88) Your favorite holiday?
I would say the summer holidays because we go to wales which is nice and my b'day is near them as well

89) A material weakness?
I'm really shy so I would say that that is my main weakness when it comes to social events.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:
I'm a really fussy eater so I can't really say that i've eaten any weird foods

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?
The top? Ok well my main thing to do would be to finnish this piccy that i've been doing since christmas and get it finnished for the valentines compertition in the club oh and write the next chapter to my story.

92) The hardest thing about growing up:
Learning how to move on with your life it can be hard at times but if you keep on going you'll get a reward in life in the end.

93) A pet peeve?
I hate people that have to annoy someone just because their board so they have something to do.

94) Your scariest moment:
I would have to say when i was in primary school and in year six. I fell down some stones steps coming from the feild back into class and thought that I had broken my leg. I dented it though.

95) Your attitude about love?
Attitude? I think love is the best thing that could happen to anyone. You shouldn't throw it away. When it comes along take the chance you may never have another chance to take it again or you might who knows when it'll turn up again weather it's with that same person or not, it always catches you off guard.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?
I would have to say well one thing really. When I had first joined a new group to get the attention of my bf (when i was still going out with him) I followed him everywhere around. I would call that deparate lol I don't know what I saw in him anyway going off the subject slightly

97) The worst feeling in the world:
Depression is the worst feeling oh and blaming yourself when you know it's not your fault.

98) The best feeling in the world?
I'd have to say know that your with someone that loves you back and will always love you. It made time stop and stand still for me when ever I was with him.

99) Who sent this to you:


100) 6 people you tag:
err...whoever else fancies having a go

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Hey i'm sorry to bother you with all this but if any of you have any ideas of how to let go of my bf well friend now i would be greatful because it seems that he has moved on already and a small bit of me is still holding on to him and i don't know what to do please help me if you can thanks i love you all so much *s everyone*

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I'm really sorry but i havn't had inspiration for either the story that i'm writting with ~benmrules or the dance of love which i have started but havn't finnished i hope you can forgive me.

The reason for this non inspiration part is that i have had the worst week ever I broke up with my boyfriend because he had feelings for someone else. He said that he still loved me but he still chose the other person over me so yeah i'm just slightly depressed at the momment I couldn't believe what he did I couldn't sleep at all last night i spent most of my time crying untill i couldn't cry any more. SO i decide to and give up on love.

Sorry for the small rant but i just had to tell someone it was just getting too much for me :sigh:

I stole it form ~AnuDawg *Etheriana

RULES:

1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you


1. The age you will be on your next birthday: [link]

2. A place you'd like to travel: [link]

3. Your favorite place: [link]

4. Your favorite object:
[link]

5. Favorite food: [link]

6. Your favorite animal: [link]

7. Your favorite color: [link]

8. The town/state/etc in which you live: [link]

9. Name of past pet: [link]

10. A dream come true:
Well I still have one dream that I still want to come true but this was my other one......
[link]

11. Your nickname/screenname:
[link]

12. Middle name:
[link]

13. Favorite Smell: [link]

14. Bad habit of yours:
[link]

15. Your first job: [link]

16. Favourite Movie: [link]

17. What are you doing right now?
[link]

18. Whats The Weather Like?
[link]

19. Favourite Sport:
[link]

20. Favourite Music/Style/Band:
[link]

I tagg anyone who wants to do this ^^

Stole from Miya, Rocknroll451

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) I would say fall in true love but i think i've already done that
2.) Forfil my dream of becoming a vet
3.) Live in the country

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Vicstick
2.) Queen Vic
3.) Hunni

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) AAMLLover
2.) Vhpikachu
3.) stamp_collector_130

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself: = your looks
1.) My eyes
2.) My hair
3.) My figure

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) England
2.) Poland
3.) Wales

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Spiders
2.) Lightning
3.) Thunder

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Writting in my diary
2.) Seeing my boyfriend
3.) Going to college (apart from the weekends)

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Dark blue flare jeans
2.) Purple spotty socks
3.) White long t-shirt with a butterfly on the front

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Take that
2.) McFly
3.) Avril Lavigne

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Heaven
2.) Keep holding on
3.) Rule the world

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I'm aracnaphobic (T)
2.) I love my boyfriend (T)
3.) I hate everyone on my MSN list (L)

Three Of Your Favourite Hobbies:
1.) Dancing
2.) Swimming
3.) Being creative

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Go and see my boyfriend
2.) Have insiration to draw/write
3.) Read my book

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Vet
2.) Photography
3.) Forensic scientist

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) New Zealand
2.) Canada
3.) Carribean

Three Names You Like:
1.) Kealey
2.) Misty
3.) Crystal

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl
1.) Love pretty things
2.) Love the thought of posh dresses
3.) Love dancing (ballet, tap and modern)

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I don't care how i look
2.) Don't wear makeup
3.) Always found wearing jeans (even in the summer)

TAGGING???
All of my neopets budds